29.6.08

better

tom is coming over.
i cant wait to see him for some reason and i just saw him yesterday.

i put the rabbit out on her line today. its cute. shes digging and running and i'm sure that she doesn't even realize shes on a leash, which could be sad if you put it into some kind of context.
i want sushi.
i want christmas.
i want symbols of happiness and a sense of full.

mostly i want scrabble and someones ass to wipe the board with.

maybe a tattoo gun so me and tom can open our business.

today i want to be a tattoo artist.
yesterday i wanted to sew pretty clothes.
tomorrow i think ill paint a mural.

im exhausted. a little drained from being sick and angry and other such uncontrollable things.
i should lie down. and wait.
maybe the realization does come like a ton of bricks. subtle was always a stupid color anyway.

2 comments:

The Crash of '85 said...

mural? cool. a tribute to banksy on your parents living room wall? that'd be f'in sweet. make tom get you more water. lots of water and sleep. thats the prescription from Dr. Matt, MD (Makebelieve Doctor)

.när'sĭ-sĭz'əm. said...

i hate doctors.

harumph.