used to make me laugh so hard.
im sick. this is it. the head cold of 2008.
i should be drinking water and sleeping.
i got the duplex. and will be moving soon.
im too excited to remember i cant really breathe.
i threw away a whole pack of cigarettes tonight.
maybe im a little proud.
tomorrow i get to see one of my favorite boys.
some kind of office party thing.
i cant stop sneezing.
i have spent the last three nights away.
ive been in clouds.
we went to the club from ages ago.
its not the same place i remember.
but we sang and stood and smiled.
ok, im sniffling.
calm tea and lemon or honey.
give me comfort.
what a nice week.
my heart is feeling out others again.
this is the up.
[the down will hurt, but i hardly care]
come on nyQuil.
work that old familiar magic.
and let me sleep.