13.10.10

waiting, mostly

i need to get back to this.
everything seems steady. moving. soft. stable.
im waiting for this little flutter to become a person. 6 months now and i feel tired, huge, and womanly. but im still stressed.
money, time constraints, decisions, blurs on an ultrasound.
how much can one brain stand?
creeping around the house, alone most times, thinking. thats never been a good combination. for me.

make it.

im trying.

2 comments:

s.k.namanny said...

But you're not alone. You're thinking for two now.

.när'sĭ-sĭz'əm. said...

this is true. can't wait till she's here, i need a confidante.